follow site So most of what I write about is updates on Cameron’s health and what he has been doing and what our family has been up to. Tonight I write to you from me, from how I see things on a daily basis as the mom and what it means to be a parent of a child that has different needs than most others.
viagra generico 100 mg miglior prezzo pagamento online a Napoli Most days go just like yours, with a few extra steps added. So you have an 11 year old, he gets himself dressed, I dress Cam. He feeds himself, I prepare Cam’s breakfast. He packs his school bag ensuring everything he wants is inside, I pack Cam’s and it never fails I am in trouble for not packing something he “desperately” needed that day! So maybe we wake up a little earlier than you, maybe it’s a bit more to do, but in our world, it’s all we know. I don’t think twice about what it takes most days……then someone who doesn’t know us all that well meets Cam and says, “I bet it’s hard getting everything done with Cam everyday!” and I reach my arm around and give myself a little pat on the back because in that moment I realize I have adapted well and don’t about my life being any different than yours.
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http://extraviagra.com/ As far as me having what I like to call a “mid-life change” (crisis seems to be too dramatic and since I’m only 35 I need an out when I go through this later) I feel like we have gone over every scenario numerous times , keeping in mind that I have held medical insurance for Cam that was really good, I’m feeling great. Sunday rolls around, it’s my last day and Tuesday I start my new job! WOOO HOOO!! right?! Not so much, Sunday night we decide to call in to the new insurance company just to be sure we choose the right plan. While we gained some insight as to which plan we need, the most expensive of course, we find out some seriously bad news. They will not cover any of Cameron’s feeding supplies…….. seriously, how is this even right????!!!! It’s not like we chose to give our child a G-tube and force him to take food through it! Then you see I realize, my life is not so ordinary…. ….and reality kicks me in the *!**!@*^#!. Most people change jobs and take into account how much they will make and the schedules they will work, in our world, it’s all about insurance. What will they cover, what is our maximum out of pocket, are his dr’s covered. All this time I thought we had covered all out bases, dotted all of our I’s and crossed all out T’s……clearly not so much!!!!
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